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I have no strength from which to speak

Text to Holden: 

  • Jaim:  Well thank you, Brian it really means a lot after everything I said and did. Hopefully I won't be going anywhere any time soon.
  • Jaim:  Also.. my phone keeps correcting Brian to Muffin... weird.
  • Brian:  yeah, my phone is still fond of Jaibug.
  • Brian:  we really need new phones seeing as it's been years since those names have been used

Text to Holden: 

  • Jaim:  Brian..you don't have to make up for anything that has happened. I mean it too, I honestly don't expect you to either. As for being an asshole, that's such a shame when you're trying not to.. I always found asshole Brian a bit funny..
  • Brian:  I couldnt possibly make up for it, but I can make sure you don't have to go through any more crap, even if I am a couple years late. And I'm sure if you stick around long enough asshole Brian will make a reappearance lol

Text to Holden: 

  • Jaim:  It's kind of hard to hate someone when they took you in and saved you from possibly getting date raped..But honestly, when aren't you a dick Holden? haha
  • Brian:  Only when I'm deliberately trying not to be, like now haha. And that was nothing, the least I could do really, after everything...

Text to Holden: 

  • Jaim:  Yeah, exactly.. It's all just crazy and silly talk really. You know, come to think of it, I really had no reason to hate you as much as I let myself believe.
  • Brian:  Same. I was a dick, still am really, so I'm surprised you don't still hate me. But thanks.

Tweet: 

josephmichael-richterlivin:

JoeyRichter: Is it really worth it?

Brian_Holden: @JoeyRichter if you’re thinking of coming because Darren wants us all in one place it’s not worth it at all. But otherwise, I’m sure even someone as simpleminded as you knows that when it comes to New York, it’s always worth it. 


Text to Holden: 

  • Jaim:  No.. no it's okay. I really don't mind honestly. haha It's just weird people think we could still be together after everything.
  • Brian:  Yeah. I guess since we'd been together in college and got back together years later people still think it could happen again. Which is totally ridiculous considering, and this is me being totally presumptuous here, we're only just now working on being friends again. Or if not friends, at least not hating each other

Text to Holden: 

  • Jaim:  haha, wow. I'm terrible sorry she asks all the time. That must be so awkward for you, especially the OTP crap. It something from tumblr, I think it means like a couple that someone wants always together or something.
  • Brian:  I knew tumblr was nothing but trouble haha. Sorry to let you in on all the awkward. And sorry that saying sorry about the awkward makes it more awkward and I'm just gonna stop talking now

Text to Holden: 

  • Jaim:  Tell her I said hi...Oh god, Katie still likes me?
  • Jaim:  I would have thought you'd fill her head with all the terrible shit I said..
  • Brian:  She never listens to anything I say, it's like, standard little sister rule. Plus, she'd started to really look up to you back when all that...stuff was going down with you know...and that never went away I guess. She's asked me about you every time I've seen her, keeps saying all this crap about how we're still her "OTP" as if I even know what that means.

Text to Holden: 

  • Jaim:  Yeah.. I wonder to but whatever really.. I guess.
  • Brian:  Yeah...so uhhgfdfgshgfdfdgdff
  • Brian:  Hi Jaim this is Katie Bri wouldnt tell you I said hi so I had to steal his phosggfestyhs
  • Brian:  I hate her.

Text to Holden: 

  • Jaim:  No.. He kept begging me but why should I be there for him, when he wasn't here at all.
  • Brian:  Yeah, he just kinda ditched us all. I never really understood your friendship but I'm sure that hurt you more than the rest of us. I do wonder what he wanted though